this year is going to be diffrent i am going to focus on getting my grades up and lerning how to let my friends go so that i can focus on other things like my weight and finding my own style allso finding somebody that i can trust well thats going to be the biggest goal so far i only have my cousin and i need somebody else like a boyfriend or a relly good friend but im not sure about the boyfriend part im pretty sure im not atractive and not especialy brave im pretty shy so i guess i,ll try to find a good friend thats going to be hard

other than that this blogg is going to be about me, my life and all of the sick problems i have i dont think i will post daily but i will try and mabye i can figure out how to survive another year at school well thats probably the biggest goal